i’m a dilettante

i’m dabbling in the study of football right now.
i’m actually enjoying the process of growth.
i’m heartbroken that the netherlands are out of the game. honestly.
i confess marco van basten and his brooding machismo and his sexy white shirts are more than half the reason of my heartbreak.
i’m viciously glad portugal made a mess of their chances with england. two red cards? what was scolari thinking? honestly! (flashes of knowledge gained)
i curse the referee of this night’s match to eternal hellfire.
i'm glad i still have kaka and his team and batistuta and his team to cheer for.
anything to insure myself against a heartbreak like tonight’s.